I should've known that my J/D kick would start to get really bad as soon as I came home. 'You won't want to start working on a new Stargate Vid, you already have a couple Dr. Who and Lord of the Rings ones you need to work on,' I told myself.

And here I sit meditating on the Jack and Daniel playlist- full of video that are begging to be made. Which only just reminds me that there are stories to be written. Ack, I wish I had more time to just do what I wanted to.

The end- for this pointless entry.

Cheerio

[mood| Giddy and slightly Worried ]

I know I'm not the most faithful update-er or whatever. I guess I'm just a lurker or something. I dunno.

But after watching the 200th episode of Sg-1 I'm just about to explode. I mean, its been longer then a year since I first discovered this show and I'm STILL madly in love with it. I watch Abyss the other day and I was sooo engrossed- even if I've watched it 10 times before. Jack and Daniel are so enchanting. I'm so in love with- well- their love that I may actually die if they ever have Jack hook up with Carter. At first I thought I'd get over it, but I dunno if I would.

I'm pathetic- I know.

*goes to watch more subtext-filled episodes of SG-1*

[mood| Irritable ]




Pimping a Doctor Who Friending Meme

And speaking of Doctor Who the first season has been out for almost a week and I haven't gotten it. And the way things are looking I don't think I will be getting it anytime soon. In fact my friend who know next to nothing about DW will probably be getting it before me. I had to fill her in on the details behind the daleks and cybermen- and she's getting it before me. *dies*

Oh well, with the little money I do have maybe I'll buy an action figure or the War of the Worlds on DVD. Not much of a substitute but I take what I can get. :)

..Gay?"

[mood| Sleepy ]


Ok, so here's another reason why I love Stargate so much. The writers aren't afraid to throw the slashers a bone. I was just leisurely watching the season finale of Atlantis and there were two parts that made me go, "Oh yea- slashers are all over that."

And then I was watching a Sg-1 episode from season 8 and wow- slashy! Jack/Daniel are the slashiest couple ever. Which makes me happy

I don't know just how slashy it is until I watch some other shows and I have to lightly stretch to make it work in my mind. But Stargate- there's no stretching.

Alright- I'm done.

[mood| frustrated ]


Alright, caps lock alert:

WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO TRACK DOWN QUALITY SLASH FICS!!!!111!!eleven. MORE IMPORTANTLY, WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FIND QUALITY STAR TREK SLASH FICS- I MEAN FOR CRYING OUT LOUD IT INVENTED SLASH.

Ok, turning down the caps.

I mean for real- Can't there be an archive like the HKH Standard for every fandom. One where you can track down exactly what you want. If you feeling fluffy look up hurt/comfort. If you're feeling a little dark, type in angst and BAM! you're there. There's gotta be something like that out there for star trek. Oh well, the search continues.

[mood| Pissy ]


So I've decided that this journal is my dark side. I come over here and rant about stuff going on in my "real" journal which is attached to my real name, friends, and personality. Well, not so much my personality because over there I have to pretend that slash appalls me.

I could hint at it but one of my "friends" knows all about it and I frequently much endure her saying to me that all slashers are perverted. In fact she groups all the "perverted" people like this: "those crazy people who write incest, and slash." Its annoying because some of the best heartfelt stuff I've ever read has been slash. Slash doesn't have to be sexual. Ohh! I could go on about her too. She calls slashers perverted when she goes on and talks about her fandom guys with terms such as "bang him" and the like. And she calls my kind pervy?

Funny thing is I think she's on to me. The only slash couple which I would defend if provoked is Jack/Daniel. She said one day that I was the only hard core Daniel and Jack fan who doesn't slash them. Heh, I cleverly didn't deny it, but if she prods further I may just let it out.

( Read more... )
When did I just freak out and dump all my social problems on here? Ah yes, because this journal is my darker side where I can say all this stuff and not be afraid that my friends will attack me.

Hooray for the darker side! LOL, in all honesty this isn't my darker side, it's just me being completely honest in my writing.

[mood| Blank ]

I'm getting really frustrated with fanfiction. I've said it before and I stand by what I say- Stargate has some of the best fiction and writers on the internet- BUT it's getting harder and harder to find some really really good stuff. Sure I can find a drabble or missing scene that will hold me over for a day, but where are the long, plot-driven stories?

Not only with Stargate, but it's like digging though the garbage to try and find some decent X-File or even some readable Star Trek.. STAR TREK- you'de think it would be easy to find some decent fics from the fandom that created slash. *le sigh*

For those of you out there who feel the same, I did recently read Tin Child by Clarity. It's absolutely without a shadow of a doubt one of the best fanficions I've read. It made me cry. And I don't cry. I mean, my friends call me a borg because I am soo unemotional. But I cried at this.

Alright, that's all for now. Except to say that the new Doctor Who rocks! I love Sci-Fi Friday. :)

Today is Heath Ledger's Birthday! He's 27.

Suddenly I'm a big fan of his...I wonder why. ;)

[mood| Thoughtful ]


So I'm putting music on my mp3 player after tracking down the complete score of Brokeback Mountain and downloading it- and I realize something. I'm obsessed with sad stories. I tried to figure out why I went back to see Brokeback Mountain two more times and why I love the musical score. Well, one- just to see if I could without people getting suspicious- But more importantly because it was so melancholy and sad like all my favorite romance movies:

Moulin Rouge - Sad ending; I have both albums, all the original score I could download, and any tracks left off the soundtracks.
Somewhere in Time - Sad ending; I have both soundtrack- the extended and the shorter one

And now my most recent favorite romance-

Brokeback Mountain - Sad ending; I have all the music I could download which is every shred of music composed by Gustavo Santaolalla.

Oh I have other sappy favorites where it doesn't end sad, but I really don't have the albums to them.

[mood| Irritated ]


College can be a big pain sometimes. I'm doing great in all my classes, keeping up my A average and then all of the sudden this professor adds something to the percentage called 'participation credit' or something like that. I do all the reading and work I just don't like speaking up in class. So unfortunate for all the introverts this grade sticks it to 'em. And it drug my grade down to a B. I know I should just get off of my high horse and take the B, but.. I had such a good record of A's.

*sigh* I just want to settle down to a well thought out deep Jack/Daniel fic or a nice Krycek/Mulder one, BUT I won't be able to relax until I try to do some studying for the class. Maybe if I get my exams percentage up it'll cover for the bad participation grade.

Alright, on the brightside of life...I got a little time to myself..yesterday. I really need to try and look on the good side of things. My journal is such a downer. Alright laterz.

Cheerio.

[mood| Very 'W'itchy ]


I am a grey sheep among the sparkly white ones. In other words, people are stupid. And I don't say that as an ignorant, bitter person, but truly- people are stupid. Now I could go on and explain why we live in a world full of stupid people, but then we'd be here all day. So I'm just going to give a small example:


Where I live...I don't even know where to start. Maybe a more accurate statement about people would be this: People don't change.

So I've been away at college for months and I come back expecting my friends to be a little bit easier on me. No, they're still scared of anything and everything remotely different. "OH NO! Not Science Fiction! Is it scary?"

And my other friends who may seem a little bit more open minded are really not. JEEZ! I live in a box of repression. I'm letting it out now: I WANT TO SEE BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN! And I'm not one of those 'sick slashy' girls who are apparently the only people who went to see Brokeback Mountain according to that friend.

AHH! I think I'm going to go nuts here. And back at college, I'll go nuts because of the endless studying. I'm a lost cause.

Sorry to those who had to read this. It's just me ranting about my local friends. And me deciding that I'm not going to ignore this journal anymore. After all it is a part of me. Maybe it can be an outlet to my "shadier" side if you may.

And PS: I need to change my layout. The End.

[mood| Okay ]

So I'm at a Christian College and obviously I haven't met any slash fans. I've barely met Sci-fi fans and the number is even smaller for Stargate fans. So no slashers, but there is a gay guy here, right? And I've talked to many a homosexual on the internet, but I've never met one. I've kinda talked to him twice. I really want to befriend him, because I love these people (I wonder if on a Christian Campus, if I'm the only one who's not uncomfortable around him. 'Cause I'm soo not). I hope that doesn't sound too weird. But I really want to, thing is I'm kinda shy and he's more feminine than me so I dunno. He's really funny and nice.

Heh, I'm silly, I know. I just had to say something about him. Anyway...I've got to do some public speaking tomorrow and I'm REALLY not looking forward to it, but I've gotta do what I've gotta do. *sigh*

Cheerio.

[mood| Indescribable ]

I know that I've been kinda quiet these past couple of months, but I've been coping with the transition from comfortable home with home-cooked meals to noisey dorm and a questionable diet.

But after all this time I think I'm getting in the swing of things. I'm finally picking up my old hobbies again. I worked more on my old SG-1 short story (almost a drabble) and I'm thinking of working on some vids. I need to Rec some more stories too because you've gotta hand SG-1 fanfiction a bone: It's some of the BEST out there.

Alright that'll be all for now. Laterz.

[mood| Peaceful ]

Finally, I'm feeling relaxed and calm. I just realized that since I have caller ID that I don't have to pick up the bloody phone.

And I watched the funny episode of Atlantis, Duet. Yes, it's called Duet- not The-Man-Kissage-Episode that pixie_hollow so graciously pointed out. :)

Anyway, I'm feeling happy and this made me laugh so I'm sharing it. I love comics:



You can find more at http://cartoons.ashtonpress.net/startoons.htm

Cheerio!

[mood| Pissed Off ]

Relationships. How do they get so messed up? Why can't people be truly honest with each other instead of avoiding conversations or going behind each other back.

I must have the worst luck with friendships. Either that or maybe I'm the problem.

Ah jeez, I need something to make me feel better..a joke and good comic..maybe some Jack and Daniel Fluffiness..or maybe I'll go bugger off and watch old episodes of QAF.

*dies*

[mood| Annoyed ]

How long have I been addicted to Stargate? All summer and a couple of months..? And I've produced no fiction or art or nothing! I'm pitiful. Lazy, is a little better word. I guess it's easier to read other peoples beautiful Jack and Daniel fics than it is writing them to completion.

Alright, I've got today. I've gotta get something out!

Erm, no only that, but looking at my layout from my laptop- it isn't centered like on my desktop. Has it always looked horrible?

[mood| Giddy ]

!!! I loooove Stargate SG-1 obviously, and I've been tuning into Atlantis only every so often. But I just recently fell in love with Rodney. He's just so cute. And tonight episode was. worth. it.
( Tonights Episode )

That's it for now. I need to rewatch the two episodes without worrying what the new viewers are thinking and really pick apart all that happened.

Stealing this from Shini_Chan02..heh

[mood| Hot ]



My current fandoms: Stargate SG-1, X-Files,

My first fandom: Star Wars

My most recent fandoms: Lord of the Rings, Star Trek: Voyager, X-Men, Spider-Man, Queer As Folk, Dragon Ball Z, Chronicles of Narnia, Harry Potter, Batman,

5 fandoms that mean a lot to me:
Lord of the Rings - It's LoTR. Beautifully written, the characters are perfect..It's LoTr.
Stargate Sg-1 - The characters, the plots, the man-lovin'..What's not to love?
X-Files - Full of fascinating 'unsolved' details and drama. Oh yea..
Star Wars - It's what introduced me to Sci-fi. And the Originals are awesome(I know I'm a geek).
Chronicles of Narnia - Before I knew what LoTr was I had a copy of The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe. My very first fantasy book read. Much like Star Wars was my first Sci-fi.

You read it, you're tagged...I suppose. I'm just doing this 'cause I like filling these things out. It's Sad really.

[mood| Calm ]

So I've been reading a lot of Fanfiction this summer because- well it's summer and I have a lot of time on my hands. I've decided to do some recs. More for my own enjoyment since I like talking about why I do or do not like something.

I did in fact like Sinner's Grove by Martha. I loved it in fact. It was intense and heartfelt and disturbing and canon.

It isn't for the squimish- Non-con material. But I loved how she had Daniel react after everything happened. The dynamic alone about the Goa'uld and the new alien species would make a great episode. I won't say anything else, except that it was worth every word.